BLAH!!

Wow, I don't know what happened, but I feel very BLAH right now. I'm not sure how to explain it, but all I want to do right now is curl up and take a nap....but my body/mind just won't let me!! My day started ok, then all of sudden...BLAM!! I don't want to do anything!

My day started with Heather having a meltdown. I knew it was going to happen sooner or later, what with all the big changes in her life over the past few weeks, but she DID NOT want to take a bath or shower this morning and ended up in a full crying meltdown over it. I ended up standing her in the bath....crying and stomping...while wiping her down and pouring water over her head! I felt HORRIBLE! I ended up snuggling her afterwards until she calmed down. Then she was fine and got ready for school. I think she needs more sleep. I need to think of how we can do that. As of right now when I return from my walk at 7:45 she has a snack and then off to bed at 8. Brush teeth, potty, two stories and some mommy snuggles. But she never actually falls asleep until 8:30-8:45. Then it is up at 6:30 to say goodbye to daddy and get ready for school. Luckily this is only 4 days a week. Guess I need to figure out a way to get her to sleep earlier. Poor thing!

Then after she left I exercised and showered. At 10 I met one of my crochet students and helped her figure out how to re-create a crocheted purse that she loved. She bought me coffee and paid me enought $$ that I was able to buy myself a new crochet book!! Crochet ME has some great stuff in it that I can't wait to make for myself!!

Then when I got home it hit!! I talked to Trevor on the phone and she was having a bad day...so I guess it rubbed off on me! I don't feel like doing anything right now...and that includes CROCHETING!!! Can you believe that!

So, I guess I'll just go lay on the couch and watch some tv. It's really HARD for me not to snack when I feel this way!! I'm just gonna hang until it's time to pick up H from school. Glad the weekend starts tomorrow!